My period was late, and I was just not sure what to think, I mean it can be anything, yet what If It was actually happening! I didn’t want to know alone so I bought the home test and in the weekend I drove two hours to where my husband worked at the time, so we get to know together!
I read the instruction as If it was my high school final exam material, and when I finished I did the test, they said you need to wait for two minutes, probably longest two minutes in history!
It was positive! but I wasn’t, or I didn’t want to be..I told my husband what if the test is wrong, I will go to the doctor and double-check. Although he seemed happy and certain the test was right, he just went a long with me.
You can guess what happened after that, yes the blood test confirmed the result and I was then 6 weeks pregnant!
Truth is at this stage I am not sure what I am feeling, a mix between relief, joy and shock! Bit overwhelmed, bit scared, bit worried and a lot more..
I’ve been dizzy and tired since then, major mood swings between laughs and tears and when I asked around they told me it is normal to feel this way in the first three months. I am just hoping they are right and my life will get back to normal after the three months are over!
Even Ramadan is not the same this year, as the maximum I could fast is two hours and after that I feel dizzy, may God forgive me and give me strength to compensate..
Well, as they say, nothing great comes easy and although I don’t realize it most of the time, but I am in the process of helping another human become alive!
Pray for me.. It will be smooth, pray the baby will be healthy, pray I will be able to handle it and good luck If you are going through the same :)!